You think you know me....

 Been awhile again. I'm sure this post will have many typos considering I'm doing this from my phone. Same story. Different month. I've been yelled at the past 2-3 weeks because apparently I talk too much to someone. I get the eye rolls the moment he walks into the dining room because I'm talking with this person. This person has become a great friend over the past couple of months. I'm sorry I don't talk with you every waking hour of the day. By the time you wake up, I'm streaming and by the time I'm done, I'm ready for bed. I'm sorry I bury myself in the pc but it is my addiction I'm trying to control. I'm having fun w friends. I'm building a story for people to watch but you're letting your jealousy take over and at some point will end up ruining my rp storyline because you think im doing more than playing a video game. If I was doing more, you'd know it since you go through all my messages anyways. Jamie is my escape from real life. I get to be a crazy psycho chick who can't drive worth beans, stabs cops, but ends up falling for a cop instead. Sounds like a great movie to me honestly. But if you ask hubby, I spend too much time making people laugh. Any of you reading this know how hard I work. I stream and deal w my kids at the same time! My amazing mods inform chat when I'm dealing with them. Do I wish I could be Jamie IRL? Sometimes I do because she's got amazing strength I don't have. Jamie has had some interesting stories but this one has been a very unique one that I have been enjoying. So yeah, I talk w my other half of RP a lot. We talk about RP stuff though and our kids. As Jamie says a lot, you have got to learn to trust more.....I tried helping you tonight and you decided to do something else so I then helped my friend out and while doing so you decided then to do what i thought you were doing when you first got on the pc, but I got shit on because I was helping him first. I'm not changing Jamie's story right now. Its been too great. He needs to learn that im not fucking going anywhere. 15 years and im still here. Thats gotta count for something. I love you all and I'm sorry for venting but I needed to get it out. #JamieAndSammy