Here's a pic of her in the cast. Getting the cast off was a fun adventure. Took the nurse a few minutes because it was not wanting to come off at all.
This is a pic right after. She had pins in her foot that got removed. Her foot is all healed up now. As I said above, she is using her walker to get around the house. At school she has been using a wheelchair but the school nurse decided to call and bitch about that one today. I get she needs to be up more to get muscles working but I'm not trying to exhaust the girl so quickly. So Monday I will be sending her to school with her walker. I better hear that they give her ample time for walking around the building or I will fight someone.
What else is going on in my life? The kids are back in school for the year. So during the day it's just me and the baby. I say baby even though she's 3. She is the baby though so yeah. She has to go for some testing because it's looking as if she may have Autism or some form of it. The testing will give us answers. I also need to get her going with some speech therapy and occupational therapy. Lots of fun stuff with her during the next year I'm sure.
How is my streaming going? I've moved stream down to one day a week and it's been going great for me honestly. I have also cut Battle Royale games from my streams. Been doing a lot of Single player story type games. The last few games have been horror games. Everyone seems to love a good jump scare from me. Definitely been boosting the views which has been fun seeing myself grow little by little. Baby Steps.
Now I say streams have been going good and they have, until I get screamed at for stuff happening in chat. Now if you know me, you know I've had a gutter brain since middle school. MIDDLE SCHOOL. This is nothing new to people. Does gutter brain come out on stream? Fuck yeah it does. So if you come in my stream and people happen to be using the word dildo, it's because i said something. Does it carry on the whole stream? No. We move on after a minute or so. Everyone uses sexual innuendos. It's just how times are these days. If you come in my stream and tell me the streamer to chill out, I'm gonna say something. I don't care who you are. Yes me and hubby got into it because I had complete control of MY stream and he flips out on a few people. I'm like yes we talked about dildos because there was an object in the game I was playing that looked like one. Did we talk about it the rest of stream? Nope. We didn't. After a minute or two, everyone went back to trying to help me out because I was stuck on a part for like 40 minutes. (I now have PTSD over mannequins)
But yelling at me about something as dumb as that is ridiculous. Then to top it off, today's argument was really stupid. I'm not a fan of those huge paranormal shows on TV because I feel like they do stuff at times for the views. Well a friend of mine does Paranormal investigations and has posted stuff on YouTube. Check out Zero! He has a fucking shit fit because I will jump to watch a friend doing this but won't watch the stuff on TV with him. I tried explaining that I think the stuff on TV is fake and he's like well how do you know his stuff isn't fake? Um, I sat in voice chat with him and watched him edit the fucking video! As always though I'm in the wrong.
I've done nothing but cuddle with my new Squishmallow today because I just need all the squishes. Is it helping? A little. Have I cried? Absolutely. Am I tired of crying? Yeah. We've had a good few months and here we are again. Torn down and beat up.(not literally) Can we also talk about the fact that "Thunder Rolls" just started playing as I started typing this paragraph. Crazy how our playlists know us.
On a final note before I end this post, if you're in The Basement discord or even my own discord server, if I'm in a VC and not talking, I'm having a rough day and just want to listen to others talk. I don't want to talk or even start crying, but just be happy to be around friends that make me smile. Love you all and until next time!
